24, kid at heart. Born and raised in So Cal with a heart made to wander. Lover of adventure, the outdoors, Disney, health/fitness, and my pups. In love with my best friend. I love the simple things in life, especially a good laugh.
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Lately I’ve been trying to plan hang outs friends and family that I haven’t seen in a while, but they never seem to respond or even seem interested. People see my hiking and camping pictures and say “I wish I could go” or “take me with you!” But no one is REALLY down (except for the few super down people in my life that I’m thankful for.) I post open invites; nothing. I tag people so they’ll see it; nothing. I remind people to invite me to their events and people who have Disney passes so we can go together; noooothing. So I figure I’m just THAT annoying friend no one likes anymore or these people don’t bother inviting me because “I live too far”.. even though it’s clear that I don’t mind driving long distances, especially for loved ones. Maybe they think it’ll be awkward because we haven’t seen eachother in a while. It won’t be, let me tell ya. It’s just sad and I just sit here wondering why they don’t even try to chill with me. Like, IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?!! Haha depressing right? Oh well. At least I know I tried. I’ll keep trying harder until it gets annoying… or maybe I need new friends.
Thank you for the laughs growing up and for bringing my family together in one room in front of one screen for great entertainment. You are a legend and one of the funniest guys I’ve seen on television. I don’t know why out of all the celebrity deaths, this one actually broke my heart a little. I guess I feel like a part of my childhood died when you did, and I just wish you knew how loved you were before you took your life. If I had to stand in a month-long line of people to give you a hug and let you know how much I appreciate you, your humor, and your generosity, I would. The world won’t be the same without you.
Sometimes I get pretty off track with my nutrition for a week or two weeks or hell, even a month and I kind of just roll with it because I always get back on track and I think it’s better for my mental health to embrace it as opposed to shaming myself for it.
I had put away a bit of money a few years back in hopes that one day someone would be down to take a spontaneous trip with me somewhere. Maybe we would wake up one morning and say “hey lets go to New Orleans this afternoon”, and then a few hours later we would be there. And we would be a bit unprepared but that’d be just part of the fun. We would get lost but we would just be broadening our horizon. I’m a bit down because I’m using this money for my ticket to Cabo. I know… #firstworldproblems right? But I just wanted to wake up one day in my bed thinking I’m going to be going about my day normally but then all of a sudden I’m listening to live jazz at some old bar half way across the country with a friend, or my boyfriend, or my bestfriend, or just someone down as hell to just let loose and hop on a plane with me with an hours notice! But I come to realize that I’m not that priveledge yet and I don’t know those sort of people yet or they’re not able to yet or I’m just not in the right place at the moment yet. I’ll be spending this money on Cabo… but I guess I havent given up hope that one day I’ll be able to be at home one moment getting ready for work and the next on a plane going to Chicago, so I’ll put money into a piggy bank and hopefully by the time I run into someone whose down to play hookie I’ll have saved up enough to end up somewhere exotic.
One day when I have the money, you’ll be getting a phone call or text from me telling you to meet me at LAX! I want to explore so bad and I think you know this lol. And I fall under the bestfriend category sooo that’s 2 outta 3! 3rd is the funds. The day will come!!!