Sunday, April 20, 2014

I like proving people wrong. The best part of proving people wrong is not saying anything and just letting the fact that they were wrong soak in. 

Tee

hee.

Friday, April 18, 2014
I really miss this place.

I really miss this place.

2010

2010

Looking at old pictures makes both me happy and sad at the same time. Sad that those moments have passed and that some things just aren’t the same anymore… and happy that I have memories on memories on memories… good ones at that.

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard."

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Lately I’ve just been going with the flow, keeping really busy with work all week and plans every weekend.. I don’t even have time to think. I guess tonight is the night that my mind decides to look back and realize how much has changed in a year or two… specifically with my family. What my mom did to my dad hardened my heart.. I haven’t really cried about it until now. But I’m not even crying about what she did. I’m crying about how it’s changed us. There was a time when I thought I had the perfect family. We travelled and did so much together, and joked around like crazy. We would eat dinner together every night and laugh about the randomest things. I would always miss my family and get homesick whenever I was away from them. Everything is different now.

Everyone is busy doing their own thing. Everyone is trying to move on. The memories we had back then are only memories. And I’m only now realizing that it won’t ever be just us five again. This feeling I have tonight feels familiar… it’s not a good feeling. Not at all. I’ve only felt this once in my life before. That feeling where something or someone is lost and you can’t get it/them back…

Heart break. Yep. That’s it.

My heart breaks for my family falling apart. I tried to be strong and not care… but trying not to care always leads to self distruction. You feel the pain eventually.

I DON’T wish for my family to get back together so that we could live happily ever after… but I do wish that I could somehow relive the good times we had together. I’ll always cherish those memories. My family will always be number one.. even if we’re not all together anymore.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Bestfriend on the beach

Bestfriend on the beach

Dad’s roses

Dad’s roses

Our attempt at a jumping picture. LOL

Our attempt at a jumping picture. LOL

Monday, April 7, 2014

The world is too big not to explore.

Your heart is too special to settle with mediocre love.

Your body has worked too hard to take care of you, so take care of it.

Life’s too short to care about petty problems or people.

Life’s too short to settle with a life full of routine.

Life’s too short not to enjoy it.

Live it up. Love with all your heart. Laugh ‘til you can’t breathe. Be spontaneous. Do what makes you happy.

Don’t wait until you lose someone to see how short our time here on this earth is.

Bits of March - Part 2

Bits of March - Part 1

Sunday, March 23, 2014

(Source: la-flanerie)

Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Our cousin got murried this past weekend! And another in two months! MOAR WEDDINGS PLEASE!!!

Our cousin got murried this past weekend! And another in two months! MOAR WEDDINGS PLEASE!!!

Sunday, March 9, 2014

depresant:

you all deserve someone who isnt embarrassed to love you and tells all their friends about you and saves your selfies, good and bad to look at when they miss you and loses sleep to talk to you and tells you how much they love you. i hope you all find that!!

Hey Alex did you write dis bout yerself